Showing posts with label Illness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Illness. Show all posts

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

The Problem of Not Dealing with The Problem

Why People Don't DEAL with the problems:
1. They Ignore the Problem (Mind Fuck)
2. They are tired from their systematic lives, so The Entertain Themselves
3. Even if they see the problem (later on) they will Play the Bystander and Ignore

Ok, So, while being sick, I have experienced the following scenerio in my own home:
I'm dying on the bed (lol), My mother is doing everything in her power to possibly help me, My father is downstairs relaxing, my sister is in her room watching TV.

As a family in this situation, we are disfunctional; because the only one trying to do something for me is my mother. My sister/my father know that i am sick, but both of them ignore the situation either by saying "It's her fault for being sick", "Her illness is not serious", "I just don't care" etc. Either way, they are not actually doing anything to help the situation. My mother, my poor mother in this case, is tired to the bone. She has been working the whole day, and then, when she got home, she is running around trying to heal me. It's tiring work ppl, looking after an ill individual.

So, I could kind of see the world in this. I am the sick, my mother is those trying to do something, and the two other parts are just in the entertainment mode. "Who cares?"

Ofcourse, there are many problems that I posed, but if everyone helped out, I would have been on my feet much quicker.
There are many problems related to why people won't solve problems, but the biggest one I saw while just observing my family, is Entertainment.

If Entertainment wasn't there, people would start to actually notice the problems around them, and maybe even help those in need. Otherwise, you could be about to die right next to them, and they wouldn't even realize that something needed to be done.

I am the ILL of this world

I have been sick with a regular cold for  more than a week as of now. I've had a fever for 5 days and had to start taking antibiotics. I developed a pneumonia like cough and am still suffering from it.
I have read in the desteni material that illness supports the human and helps with removal of systems, but How? was my question. Maybe, I understand now.

Being a normal person in my particular town, I am one of the "cool" ppls, those that only do cool things, that sound cool, that study cool. I fit in, and I act like everybody else. This horrifying experience, with all the physical discomfort I experienced, brought me to only care about my life.
There was no more caring of how I looked, how I smelled, what digusting things I was spitting out or anything else. It was just trying to BREATHE. To not die. Breathing was the focus of my illness because i could hardly do it. And you know what? It is the most important thing.

So, this is me taking a stand AS Everyone Sick, Disgusting, Hungry, Skinny, Fat, Everyone considered "unsightly" and "uncool" and "poor".
The people who FART, (as I do), THE PEOPLE WHO THROW UP (as myself), THE PEOPLE WHO SPIT UP MUCUS, (as I do), THE PEOPLE WHO COUGH, (as I do), THE PEOPLE WHO SMELL DISGUSTING, (as I do), THE PEOPLE WHO NEED CARE ALL THE TIME, (as I do), I am taking a stand as this.

I have realized by physical experience that everything bodily, no matter what it is, is not disgusting. And if people would look at someone picking their nose or eating their buggers and say that's disgusting, they just haven't experienced the physical illness yet. Now that I see this, I have a completely different perception of the world and the human physical body, well, all bodies actually. There is no more fear and I'm no longer in the mind when it comes to body.

So, Thank You Illness. I am greatful to you. You have opened my eyes.